It’s okay.

The problem with being the ‘strong, independent woman’ is no one actually asking if you’re okay. Nobody knew what are the battles you’ve been facing on. No one heard you when you’re crying to yourself at night thinking where and what you did wrong.

I’m so tired to be strong all the time and patting myself on the back. I’m so exhausted of facing my day as if nothing happened. I hope someone will actually tell me that..it is okay. It’s okay if you’re not okay and my feelings are valid.

But I know no one will understand..no one. I hope 2020 is better cause 2019 broke me in so many ways.